Ugh

I sent a picture to some friends of me on snapchat. I've had allergies all day on top of not being able to breathe. I said something like "always wondered what it would be like to be pregnant. Now I know and I'm over it."

My sister responds with "you're not even that big 😂"

I don't give two shits about my size! I cant effing breathe and I don't sleep well because of it! I responded with yeah but it doesnt mean I feel great. Of course, she has to tell me how much she loved being pregnant and that she never got sick. Ughhhhh. I threw up.for close to 10 weeks.

Ugh. I'm sorry. I've been emotional and negative alllllll week long. I've been soaking in my tub for almost 45 minutes now. I just want a glass of wine and for someone to love me and understand me. 😭😂🤦‍♀️

My husband is having a fun time drinking and having fun in Vegas for a friends bachelor party. And I couldn't even get him to agree on a nice babymoon for us.

Ok..gonna go cry in my tub now. Thanks.for listening to me bitch.