I don’t know what to do anymore. About anything.. my relationship with my husband is going down the drain. We been married almost a year, but been together for 6, going in 7 years.

I’m not happy with my life anymore and he tells me to just leave. But not him. Like I should go back home and live for a while. Like get my shit together before I start thinking about being a wife.

Him sayin this makes me feel worse than I already do. I’m always wondering if he’s gonna leave me for someone different, or if he’s gonna cheat... {I know damn well he wouldn’t ever do anything like that} it sucks. It’s nothing to do with him or people he talks to, it’s my own insecurities...

I have left for a few days and to be honest, I felt better but I didn’t like being away from

Him. We didn’t talk to each other much while I was gone. For one his job, he doesn’t have time to just stop what he’s doing to come to my call, and for two I think we needed the space from each other. Being married, and youngish isn’t the easiest at all... I just need a friend to talk to about not being happy, with my self.

But everyone I have talked to has told me

To just suck it up, cause I have a man who’s head over heels for me.... I’m just so done with life it self, I want to run away