I was so sure...

...this month was our month. I feel so discouraged right now. I am 10 dpo right now but got a negative this morning. I can't really symptom spot since the devil & pregnancy have the same symptoms. I can't help but get jealous of all these positives test & I see a lot of positives at 10 dpo. Anyone else in the same boat while that boat is steadily freaking sinking? Lol. Ugh. I just really needed to vent. 😤