I’m so freaking scared for my first appointment Wednesday, I’m worried I’m going to see something wrong or nothing at all. I don’t have any bleeding, cramping, back pain, but my breasts aren’t sore or growing. I get an occasional tingle, but that’s about it. I never really got soreness before my period either. I know a lot of times they don’t grow until later in pregnancy, when milk starts to come in, but I’m so anxious I want to cry. I’ve woken my fiancé up with nightmares night after night, and I can’t sleep, and I don’t even want to go to work anymore. I don’t know how to really relax, I keep thinking like I’m not actually pregnant.