So let me start by saying my husbands mom is actually a really nice person. I got very lucky that I married into a nice family. Her only flaw is that she loves to be the center of attention. Ever since I found out I was pregnant I was very vocal that I didn’t want a baby shower. This is our second baby and I honestly don’t really like baby showers. I have really bad social anxiety and it makes playing games, being touched, and talking to people really difficult. I was very grateful for the baby shower we had for my daughter but it was mentally exhausting and I dreaded having another one. Long story short, I basically got bullied into having a baby shower by my MIL. But the thing is, it’s very obvious that it’s not for me but for her. Her friend planned the whole but I have not been involved in the plans. I literally don’t know anything about it and when my MIL talked to me about it she kept saying things like “our baby shower”. I figured that I should just be nice and be happy that people want to come and celebrate our baby but now it’s the day of and I found out that only half of the people she invited are coming. So now I’m going to a baby shower I didn’t even want and feeling anxious by the whole thing. I honestly feel like a complete asshole cause I should be happy and excited and I’m not, I’m just annoyed. I’m obviously grateful for the people who are coming and im trying my best to be excited and have a good time but I feel like I got robbed of feeling genuinely happy because it was forced on me. Is that dumb to feel that way?