4 years...

Well it's been 4 years and now it's over guess we weren't compatible, guess you couldn't be the one for me, sorry for my mistakes but you made the worst come out if me after the first 2 years you physically and mentally abused me... Things got better for awhile u changed but than I guess the anger of you hurting me built up in me and it took over me....I fought back...I acted just like you... We fought and fought until our final fight set us apart....why am I having withdrawals when your no good for me? Why does it hurt so fucking much? We had our perfect nights our laughing and cuddles but I'd never know when I'd trigger you or when you'd irritate me....I guess this is goodbye to 4 years...thank you for your time and being apart of my life even if it meant I have to learn to live without you...I have to make friends that I didn't have. Get a job.. start over.. it hurts...goodbye