broken up? UGHHH

Hey guys, i’m madi and i’m 15 years old. I just broke up with my pedophile 21 year old boyfriend who controlled me, manipulated me, was over possessive of me, and cheated on me, hit me, forced me into things and emotionally abused me. I am proud of myself right now. I just need encouragement cause i’m heartbroken.

....... He just dropped my things off and gave me his deodorant and cologne. He also gave me my favorite jacket of his sprayer with the cologne. I’m kinda pissed off bc he knows i’m sensitive to his smell. But a day after and i feel like there’s this huge weight lifted off my shoulders and i can finally be myself.

Update: I can’t stop crying. I miss him and everything so much. Ugh it hurts sooo. bad.