My fiancé💙

So we have been together since November 9 and we got engaged a couple of months ago. We have lived together since the day we got together. He’s my bestfriend and the love of my life. We meet at our old job. I quit like two months after we got together because I got cat bite and the place we was working at didn’t let me go to the hospital when it got to the point I couldn’t move my arm and that was back in January and I’ve been trying to find a new job but I have been able to. He’s supportive about it and tells me I need to give it time but I’m feeling really stressed about it and i feel like a bad fiancé because of it He just got a new job also so I feel like I’m not trying enough. All together I’ve put in over 150 job application and I still haven’t found a job.