Sudden guilt 😖

So I am classed as 6 dpo (as it's nearly 4am) and the guilt has hit me hard.

I was invited for a night out and thought f@@k it, I need to let my hair down.

I haven't drunk as much as I usually can (very aware I am ttc) but probably drank more than I should. Now I am home I am kicking myself for being so selfish!

I hope I haven't ruined my chances this month 😖