first time having sex

So I’m was a virgin and I just had sex tonight with my boyfriend for the first time. We didn’t use a condom and he put it in pretty dry and it really hurt. Anyways fast forward a few hours and I’m about to get into the shower and I reach down to kinda finger myself and a piece of skin that was super tiny was on my finger...is it possible for your hymen to break that badly?

I had blood all down my thighs and legs and feet too so it was pretty bad!

*I’m 20 and on the pill + he pulled out...if I want my boyfriend to fuck me raw then that’s my business lmao tf. Also I did enjoy it a lot, I’m just asking if anyone’s been torn that bad before.