Breastfeeding doubts

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I’m currently pregnant and initially I planned on breastfeeding but I’ve been having my doubts lately. I’m going back to work 3 months pp and I don’t want my baby to only rely on me only so I was thinking about just exclusively pumping, not only for baby but for me too(I know how strong the bond can be when you breastfeed and I just don’t want to be stressed out to not have her with me). Any mommas have felt the same way? Hope I’m not alone