I am so hurt.

I am pregnant with my second baby and I have started showing A LOT sooner. I feel huge and I know that I look huge because people keep asking me if I’m “sure there’s only one in there.” I wasn’t a small woman to begin with. I wasn’t seriously over weight but I was definitely not skinny. Tonight around 5 my two year old starts telling me she’s hungry and my husband said he was grilling burgers out tonight. So I got the patty’s ready and started to pre-heat the air-fryer for our fries. Well my husband comes out of our room and says that it’s going to be a while because he hasn’t even started the grill. I said ok I’m just getting the air fryer warming up (because it takes a while.) This fucking asshole says “food food food. That’s all you care about.” I fucking lost it. I burst into tears because I already feel really horrible about my body right now. I’m so hurt I can’t stop crying. He never even apologized. This isn’t the first time he’s made a comment about me eating. A few months back he was mad that I went out with some co-workers for lunch and told me that I eat all of our money. For perspective I’m 5’8 and 198 pounds now that I’m pregnant. I have never been this big in my whole life. I hate myself right now. I was just trying to get things ready to feed our daughter and now I never want to eat again.