I'm sorry but I just have to vent

Sunshine☀️☀️ • Married. 24 yr old young woman. SAHM. To my wonderful 3 yr old son. Ttc baby #2
I just want to cry. I'm TTC and I just want to be pregnant. I'm happy for everyone but honestly it hurts sometimes. Sigh* af is 5 days late and every test seems to be a BFN!!!!!