I dont want to breastfeed anymore!!

Ive been breastfeeding my 11 day old and i dont like it. I dont like how it feels at all. Im the type that even when not pregnant i have NEVER liked my nipples touched. Even when i shower i dont touch them. While im breastfeeding my daughter my toes are curled because of how uncomfortable i feel not because of pain. I dont know why im putting myself through all this. I really dont know. I didnt breastfeed my other 2 kids and they are just fine. I never seem like there is enough time in the day to even take time out to put her on the boob. Im so frustrated!!!!