Two years ago I moved to Montana to go to college. I’ve come back to the east coast every winter/summer break. My parents and I were very close.

Well this year I moved into my own place with my boyfriend. I feel very much like Montana is my home. Not N.H. though I love visiting. But every time I come back I feel really weird. Like this is the place I was a child for so long and now all of a sudden I’m different. I feel wrong and out of place. There is a lot of pressure to be who I was in high school when I lived at home.