I need to vent cuz I keep it bottled up... I know so may criticize me for my post some may agree but it is what it is.... I just know I’ve spent thousands of dollars trying to have a baby that I want more than anything and bam out of no where addicts, ppl that don’t want children are popping them out left n right, ppl committing child abuse and even death of a baby that I’d give anything to have..... n I have to watch coworkers,friends announce pregnancy it hurts but don’t say anything cuz I don’t wanna put myself out there