Virginity

So basically I’m 15 and I’m feeling very pressured to lose my virginity from my boyfriend. I’m afraid if I say no I’ll lose him. This is the first time someone has told me I’m hot or buetiful so I keep going even though I feel like I’m being used. I’ve been bullied a lot in the past and guys usually make fun of me for my weight and looks so I’ve never found one until he came along. Hellllppp