Why can’t it ever be positive?!?!

It’s just so incredibly frustrating to constantly see negative UPTs. Idk how everyone does it. I’m going insane (& definitely overtesting).

I had an early MC in December. Cycle stayed irregular for months. So in April OB started Clomid. I was SURE it was going to work. I was able to get pregnant on my own (albeit it took 10m) so I’ll def get pregnant first cycle of Clomid, right? Wrong. Which in my educated brain I know is false but in my hopeful brain it was a definite yes.

Now I’m 10dpo and a BFN. So heartbreaking. I know it’s still soon but grrrrr. My progesterone was low (3.6) which could be wrong because I didn’t get a positive opk until CD21 (so probably O’d CD22) and they made me check CD25.

So many factors that I need to let go. When it’s meant to be it’s meant to be. End rant but thought I’d let it go into the universe because I know I’m not alone and from now on try to stay positive.