If you are currently TTC may I ask how old you are?

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If you are currently TTC may I ask how old you are? I keep telling my ex that I am too old to even think about it now and I'll be 45 in July. I lost my 1 and only pregnancy when I was 41 to an etopic pregnancy that wasn't detected until it ruptured. I cant imagine being 65 when my baby is 20. Am I crazy? I just wanted to know how old others are that are currently TTC. Thank you.