Husband going back to work

So my husband has been off the last 5 weeks and goes back to work tonight. He works nights, 10-8. I’m having the worst anxiety about him going back. The lack of help and the company is going to be desperately missed.

We have a fairly fussy/needy baby so I know the days will be looong. Please tell me this sadness goes away and I’ll adjust to him being gone 😭