Frustrated

I need to vent, y’all. My husband has been a butt lately. And by lately I mean since our daughter was born 2 years ago. Friday he told me he would set aside money for me to get a ticket to a concert I want to go to in September. Tickets go on pre-sale tomorrow and it’s my one of my favorite groups so I was super excited. When I asked him tonight how much he set aside he looked at me with an “oh crap” face and goes “I never transferred the money. We didn’t have enough after bills came out.” I am so upset. Why couldn’t he have told me Friday when he realized?? I get maybe he forgot but I’ve been talking about ordering my ticket for weeks.

I haven’t had a chance to do anything for myself outside of the home for 2 years. But he’s out of the house doing something for himself at least once a week. He doesn’t get that I need those personal days too without my daughter or him tagging along. Like my mental health is not where I want it to be and he doesn’t see that. And anytime I tell him my feelings it goes in one ear and out the other. I’m just so frustrated 😭😭😭