Lonely mamma

Akeena
So like the title says I'm lonely. Not for a man but I'm just longing for my husband. He just left for Korea for a year and I'm left with a 1 yr old n 7wk fetus in my tummy. I notice I'm not so happy to see him on FaceTime because I'm starting to feel insecure n wonder if he's stepping out which I'm sure is my hormones because he has only been there a week smh. But I'm having crazy dreams n overall feeling like crap now n I just don't know how I'm going to do a year without my partner to go through this pregnancy with me. I guess I need to just vent because I'm sure if I pour my feelings out to him it will ruin his time in cool ass country like Korea. So... Yeah. Just needed to get that out lol