First time

Girlssss I need advice!

This summer I am meeting someone I have been talking to online (in safe conditions) but am worried about doing “stuff”

I am sixteen and two years ago was forced into friends with benefits where we only got off and stuff.. the situation really screwed up my mental health and I am now super nervous around boys!

I really think I will get on with this guy but am worried since being sixteen and not having kissed or done anything with a boy in two years that I am not going to be able to or will embarrass myself!

What if I have to give a blow job!!!

Please give me any advice and help..

Thankyou xxx