So this isn’t going to be a post a lot

Of people like due to the fact I know

I’m not in the best position but please hear me out before you judge because I’m seeking help: so I have a boyfriend who I recently just got back together with after we spilt for a month due to his drug use and lies, well during that time a guy started talking to me so I thought “why not” and just had texts back and fourth and spoke some at work.. well now my

Boyfriend and I are back together and are trying to work on things but I just don’t know how this will end up and this guy has continued to text me, Iv been honest about the entire situation with him and he is concerned about me but also says I don’t deserve this crap I go through.. he’s very nice and has a job and is really a decent guy who doesn’t come with drugs and drama but I feel wrong for it! I do not know

What to say or do or how to feel and things with my man are still very unstable I love him but I just don’t know if it’s all worth it at the end of the day, we have a son together and idk if I stay for me or the baby at this point.. please help me! I don’t need judgement