Im so tired of waiting 😭😭😭

I went to my first prenatal appointment with a different doctor (the man that delivered my other 3 has retired 😭 ahhh i loved him guys) at the end of April. I was 6-7ish weeks. All she did was my ob panel of blood work and a urine sample. Thats it. I told her i was high risk and everything and i fully expected her to at least take the same measure of care that the other office had in the past but nope. She sent me home to wait until the 23rd of May. The wait is killing me and legit causing me more anxiety than i have on my usual day to day basis. At my first appointment she literally put me in a room that had little fucking mermaid painted on the walls. I mean, i love Ariel but damn, Im an adult lol. She's a family doctor and my kids go to her as well. She doesnt even do ultrasounds in office. You have to go to the hospital. At 30 weeks i get monitored once a week and at 34 weeks i start getting monitored twice a week. So im suppose to leave her office and go over to the hospital every time? This is stressing me out so bad. Like i said at the beginning the man i use to see has retired but their office did replace him. My insurance will let me switch doctors within 90 days of my first visit and im really considering giving his replacement a shot. I just wanted to go to someone i was familiar with but im regretting it.

Edit- so yall can see why i chose her in the first place.