Confused

My boyfriend and I are 42 years old. I have never been in love like this. I do have a daughter with my ex husband. She's about to graduate.😪🙂❤

My boyfriend and I have been trying for a year and we have had no luck. Now it feels like there is to much tension between us. I got tested and doctor says everything looks good for me. He refuses to get check. It seems like he's getting mad at me because it hasn't happen yet. Just so frustrating.😪

Sorry to vent.