My previous post was submitted in error. Silly smart phones aren't that sometimes.

Anyway, we've been trying to conceive for 1 1/2 years. Just when I was about to call the doctor for infertility testing (one year trying) I had a HPT. At 11 weeks we miscarried. That was back in may and it still hurts to see everyone else having babies. My best friend was due 5 days before me and it kills me to hear her talk about the milestones (ultrasound day, gender reveal, doctor appointments being every 2 weeks...) and sometimes I want to slap her when she complains about being pregnant. Because I would've been right there with her in this journey.

I don't know if my doctor is expecting me to wait another year of no pregnancies until we talk about fertility options because this is slowly killing me. Sometimes I feel like I will be a grandma before I have another baby m :(