My husband has me shocked

Felicia

Ive been with my man 9 years our anniversary was last month and 8 days b4 my anniversary i confronted him of cheating...but heres the tough part i alredy prety much already knew for 3 months...smh... He eventually admits but claims they've only been talking nothing more..i asked him why and he blames me and my health issue that arised upon having his children...i have kidney issues..

It hurts so bad i just had his baby girl 5 months ago..we have 2 boys as well..

Oh and i dont have drivers liscence was his other reason. So ive been studying and im going to dmv next month and his so dumb and messed up cuz he knew mu health would resolve fallowing a surgery that i need after i had the baby to correct my kidneys. Thats set this Tuesday the fourteeth..smh ive bren making all kinds of chsnges and been kissing his ass idk what to do i love him to death..please i have no friends at all and no parents to TALK to