Ughhhhh I’m ready. I’m so mentally ready for everyone to stop asking me how I’m feeling everyday of my life and if I’m still pregnant. I have give or take 12 days left in this pregnancy and even though my doctor falsely got my hopes up at 36 weeks for being 3cm dilated I KNOW it means nothing and I’m probably going passed my due date like I did with my first. On top of those raging hormones. My SO wants to take me and my 5 year old on a picnic for Mother’s Day. He sent me to get my nails done yesterday too.. Super sweet.. but his sister in law (married to his brother) is spending most of Mother’s Day alone because her husband is working BUT he will be home later and we will see them all for dinner tonight.. anyways my SO has the damn audacity (I’m sure he’s just trying to be kind) to ask if we want to f’ing invite her and her 2 kids. F NO I don’t want another woman whose not YOUR mother around for Mother’s Day. Ugh I’m awful but geez I don’t understand where he thought I’d be ok with that ever. 😑

Pregnancy is killing me and my mood