So I wake up today, Mother’s Day, and for whatever reason something posses me to take a test. 1yr 6dys after I found out and lost my baby due to an ectopic pregnancy these are the immediate results that pop up.

I’m in such shock, disbelief and honestly kind of terrified with the results but I can’t help but feel so great as well.

Now my dilemma is, what do I do? I can’t get an appointment at my OB/GYN for 2 weeks, I called for an unrelated appointment on Friday so do I wait? I want to be diligent with getting to the doctor because of how long the ectopic went undetected and how much of an emotional roller coaster I went on with finding out, getting sent for testing, and being rushed into emergency surgery all within 4 hours.

I welcome all opinions and feedback.

Happy Mother’s Day to All 💐💕

Update: Another ectopic, been in and out of the office all week. Getting the shot tomorrow, it’s been a hard day.

Maybe next time, I’m not giving up hope 💕

Thank you all so much.