Let me just start buy saying that I have a beautiful stepdaughter that calls me mom but Mother’s Day still makes me sad. I feel like I’ve been in a funk all day because I don’t have any biological children yet. My husband and I have been ttc since June 2018. I love my stepdaughter but it still hurts not having had had my own flesh and blood child yet. My husband just doesn’t seem to get it and is mad that I’ve been upset all day. And too make it worse I feel like all my friends only talk about their kids or pregnancies all the time so I don’t even want to see most of them anymore.

My husband just says that it’s in God’s hands which I know it is but I just wish we’d get pregnant already. Trying to stay positive and not get so stressed about it but it’s a struggle everyday.