Getting worried 😟

Hayley • Luke 7/15/17; Colt 6/14/19; #boymom 💙💙

I’m pretty sure my boy still hasn’t flipped head down. I just don’t feel the pressure like I did with my first when he flipped head down. It still feels like he’s sideways too whenever I feel around my stomach. I’m 36+1 today, I know there is still time and some people say that their baby didn’t flip until they were in labor but I can’t help but get more worried because he’s a big baby already which means less room for him to flip. I’m just concerned that he won’t flip on his own and the doctor won’t be able to flip him manually if it comes down to that and that I’ll end up getting a c section and I just don’t know how I will get through the recovery of a c section. I will go stir crazy not being able leave the house or lift things up, especially my toddler who is glued to my hip, and just all the restrictions that come with a csection. I am basically going to be on my own, my husband and I aren’t exactly jiving right now, he plans to take a week, maybe two off after but that’s not enough for how long I’ll be down. I have a friend that’s off several days during the week that lives right down the road, but I don’t want to burden him with helping me constantly cause he has his own things to do. Our parents all live an hour away and work Monday through Friday and I also don’t want to burden any of them. I know I’m thinking a little too far ahead right now and it’s the worst case scenario, but I can’t help it especially with how down I’ve been about my marriage. It makes me feel so alone 😔