Each month, I hope i accidentally get pregnant

So, my husband and I have a 2 year old, and we use condoms to prevent another pregnancy because my husband isn’t ready for a second child. Every single month, I hope that I get pregnant even though we use condoms. Lol My period is currently late by a day or two, which isn’t completely abnormal, but I just can’t help hoping that I’m pregnant.

Am I the only one who does this?