Not sure


With 82 days left I am not sure how I want to deliver my baby. During my first pregnancy I wanted to Natural Childbirth but because of medical advice I opted to get an epidural. Second pregnancy I was like yesss give me the epidural because I had been in labor for 3 days with no change to my cervix. Well I got it and it waste a total waste I felt everything but my legs. They stuck me in my back 3 times so it was basically like Natural Childbirth. So now I am like do I do Natural, epidural or pain meds??!? I have the slightest clue.