Postpartum depression advice

I could really use some advice on PPD I’m 10 days postpartum and I feel like everything is wrong I’m not happy at all and I feel like something is wrong with me for not being happy because I just gave birth to this beautiful baby girl and I feel like I should be happy but I’m just not and I feel like that makes me a bad mom I feel like she deserves a mom who is happy. I just want a break and I feel like that’s wrong and I feel like I’m not as connected to the baby as I should be. I just feel sad about everything all the time and I want this to go away I love my daughter endlessly but this PPD is so bad I just feeling like throwing my hands up and walking away.