Feeling so defeated

Kristy • Married the love of my life🤵🏻👰🏻4/21/18. Lost our angel baby at 11 weeks👼🏻 12/6/18. Had my rainbow baby boy👶🏻 3/27/20. Lost our 2nd angel baby boy at 21W3D 6/3/2022 👼🏻. Pregnant with rainbow baby #2.

I was really hoping this was my month. I tracked my ovulation and hubby and I tried really hard. I have been spotting for a few days and thought it was a sign. But now it’s turning to more reddish blood. I’m pretty sure I’m getting my period 5 days early. Hubby is being very sweet and telling me it’s still early and not to give up hope. But all I want to do is cry. Still going to keep praying for my rainbow baby