I hate my life
I am going through a major low point in my life
I feel so lost and frustrated
I have wanted to kill myself for 10 years
Will I ever? Absolutely not because I don't have the guts to do it
I am seriously so miserable the only happiness I have is my son who is 1 year old
I did love my husband so much and I still do I guess, I just feel like I should have never got married. Am i one of those people who were better off single? I don't know and I'll never know because I'll never leave my husband why? Because I could never hurt him like that
We get along great and usually have fun but I'm getting sick of our life.
I watch my niece from my sister and my niece from my sister in law not at the same time but I have one of them 5 days a week and I can't handle it they are younger than my son and all everyone does is cry!!! I just want to cry!
This is the hardest thing I have ever done is be a mom, a wife, a farmer, an aunt, a babysitter all while trying to be a good Christian and love myself
When in fact I hate myself
I hate the way I look
I hate the way I never feel good
I always feel dizzy and like i am going to pass out
I hate how I don't have the motivation to workout
I try diets and I fail
I fail everything.
I have dreams about a guy I used to like but never dated
I creep on my ex boyfriends Instagram and can't help but creep on fitness person out there and wish I were them
I am so envious of all the beautiful women out there
I want a life of freedom
I want to be able to workout and eat healthy
I want to just go out on dates and enjoy being single
I want to see the world
I don't want all these responsibilities
All I do is go, go, go I never ever stop
My niece won't sleep while my son takes a nap so I'm just letting her cry it out a little and this is the only time I have to vent
If I vent to my husband he gets so upset and has anxiety and completely shuts down.
I have no one to talk to.
I want to be strong for my son but I am so weak I see it everytime I look in the mirror.
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