Super depressed

Just got af. Again.

Have the option to do saline sonogram or fermara and I opted for saline sonogram bc I wanna be sure everything is clear bc starting a drug. I’m not rly happy to take drugs but I guess I’ll try if I need to

I’m so fcking depressed. I just don’t get it. Why is this happening to me. I’m healthy?? We bd constantly around fertile window...

Worst part this time is I’ll be out of town during my fertile period and ovulation this month 😔😭☹️😞😔😞😔 FML

I’d love to talk to someone if anyone wants to. I have zero friends or family I talk to about this and honestly my husband doesn’t get it. He is nice but not the support I need him to be. I am devastated