So, were to start its going to be a long one.

Anyway me and my partner tried to concive for 2 years before I got diagnosed with Pcos, 1.5 years later I magically and suprisgly fell pregnant. Anyways here I am 32 weeks in and out of hospital

The first problem didn't arise until my 20 week appointment saying my bubs had signs of ntd (nureal tube defect) at my 12 week scan.

My 20 week scan didn't pick it up apprently she just has a larger head. So i went for a follow up to make sure and sure enough no ntd just her head. Fast forward a week later I have another scan this time a vaginal one to find out at 22 weeks i have a shorten cervix.... it was 1.5cm and needed to go to the hospital immediately, I get there and they say my cervix is closed but i need scans in the morning and so my scans come along and apprently its shrunk between 8mm & 4mm. So they say it's to small to do a stitch and I will need to stay in hospital until she arrives. I stayed in there for 2 nights and already had enough. I went home, I get a phone call from my dr after i left saying "she may possibly come tonight or 5 weeks from now" anyways

2 weeks later i go to my scans and dr goes so with her larger vantrcul we need to do a mri. Keep in mind I didn't even know about this. And so i have a mri no follow up nothing... So i assume everything was ok. My dr told me i shouldnt worry. So i dont fast forward to 31 weeks i get a growth scan because they want to make sure she's growing anyways the ulstrasound lady goes "hmm I can't see your cervix" so I'm freaking out and then i get a vaginal one because they couldn't see with the other.

Anyways I find out my cervix is open by 3mm and I have presentation unblical cord... told I can't leave I need to stay. So i stayed for 4 nights and they wouldn't listen to anything I would say they completly ignored me said if i had a medical background id understand so i left... here I am 32 weeks and laying in my own bed resting... I feel so belittled and such a bad ftm.

Sorry for the long post I needed to rant.

Xxx