Gender disappointment

Anna

Hey ladies, I'm 19.4 today and had my anatomy scan. Baby looks good! We are not finding out the gender. I have said all along that I will be happy either way, but my husband wants a girl. I have a feeling the baby is a boy and today I started worrying that I may be disappointed if it's a boy at delivery. Does anyone have experience with gender disappointment? Advice? I'm trying to work through the emotions. #hormones