I’m going crazy

I have a week left before I find out if I’m having a boy or girl, for the last couple days since I made my announcement on Mother’s Day a lot of friends and family have been saying that they hope I have a girl. It’s no secret that that’s what me and my boyfriend want but obviously we will feel blessed with whatever we have. Last night I had a dream that my boyfriend dad told us that we was having a girl, then at the gender appointment the lady scanned my stomach and also said it was a girl it felt so real I almost cried when I woke up this morning😂 but now I feel kinda bad if in real life they lady said we were having a boy and I hate feeling guilty.