My son is super colicky, he cries literally almost all day. Last night I slept about 20 minutes because he cried all through the night.

My fiancé works 3rd shift, 12 hour shifts so I get that he himself is tired. He gets home this morning and I am sobbing. My 18 month old was watching tv, I was crying, the baby was crying. He asked me why I was crying then proceeded to go to sleep.

I have anxiety, and depression and I’m so scared I’m gonna develop PPD due to the stress I’m going through. I should mention I’m only 9 days postpartum so I’m still healing as well.

I just feel defeated. I plop my oldest in front of the tv, and I just cry while the baby cries...