So the best part is in two weeks I will know from the genetic testing from my blood if baby is a boy or a girl. Then will have ultrasound confirmation at the end of July. I’m excited to meet this baby just like my other three.

The part that is needed in prayer is the donor that’s what I’m gonna call him has made it clear he will be in the kids life just like he is with my son. I don’t have an issue with that and frankly I wish I didn’t have to ask for money from him at all for the kids. He basically stated he would turn his back on the kid just because he didn’t want the kid. Just like our son.

I’m sad for my son and this baby that they will never know the kind of love that they should from this man. I pray that their relationship with their two sisters won’t be effected by this mans choice to not love them all equally.