Well, that dreadful B!+$# came! I knew it. A day early too. Ughhh!!! 😠😒😔😭😭 I'm so sad, hurt, depressed & just angry!! At myself. Makes me feel like a failure but I feel bad because my husband thinks its all his fault. Because I have two children & they aren't his. He thinks its all him. That he isn't fertile. He was so happy when I took that test & it showed a faint line. I feel even worse for him😔😔 poor guy!! He's heartbroken. I can see he just wants to cry. He hasn't because you know men have to be tough but I can see it in his eyes. Today is a rough day. Were gonna try for 6 more months & that'll be a year trying before we go to a fertility doctor. I'm hoping it doesn't come to that. I am praying he isn't infertile and that its just gonna take a few months. After all last month was our 'first' month actually doing OPK tests and tracking & such. This time we are REALLY gonna try our damnest doing everything we can. Please pray for us!!

Thank you for all your support! 💖💜💙