i cheated on my boyfriend of 8 months with a dude i met on an online app. my boyfriend does not care if i am on dating apps because most of the time it’s both of us on it for the jokes of it, except i met a guy and it happened i was drunk i’m not gonna say that makes it more acceptable but it is a factor. the problem here i think is in me, because altough i did not tell my boyfriend about it i still don’t feel any remorse whatsoever and i’m pretty sure i’m in love with him and have been for a hot minute... i know some think that if you’re in love you don’t cheat but i truly feel close to him and think we have such a nice connection... either way i wanted to ask if anyone has experienced the same indifference.

i guess i should leave him for the better, he deserves someone who wouldn’t cheat but i can’t get myself to tell him because i know i would lose him and i don’t want that. i have not cheated on him since then and it has been 4 months. u would like som input and thoughts on it - you could judge i guess but it won’t change much in me