Sorry for the rant you’re about to read...

I am emotionally drained from “trying to conceive”. I have officially made up my mind that I am done trying. Tomorrow is the first day of my summer clinicals. So I have put all my opk & hcg test strips up, no more bbt readings every morning. I will spend the next year or two focusing on myself & getting the healthiest I can be (currently trying to lose the weight I gained throughout college) and my work. I can’t keep getting so emotionally involved every month thinking this might be the month for me and then have it crushed when AF arrives. I wish you ALL the best & baby dust! But it’s time I take a break..