I overdosed on sleeping pills on April 12th spent a couple days in thw hospital becaude my heart almost stopped.. after I left the hospital I speny a week in a mental hosptial. I've been home for about a month now and I haven't been to school since.. I've tried to go twice and end up having anxiety attacks and leaving early .. Since being home I've had some good days but I have terrible days mostly..honestly just want to take a ton of sleeping pills.. I feel like a burden to my family. I just want it to end..