Hope each month

Does anyone else get their hopes up each month? I’ve been trying really hard not too this month. My other half says it puts too much pressure on when I’m getting excited when my period doesn’t show up first thing and then get really sad when it appears that same evening.

Anyway this month at the time of ovulation I started to have a dream that I was pregnant and Tuesday and Wednesday I was sick. My other half started winding me up saying you know what sick in the morning means. And guess what that’s made me get my hopes up :(. I’m due today so shall see.

Am I wrong for hoping each month or does everyone do it? 8 months ttc.