Clomid questions

So I am 21, TTC #1 I have PCOS. My periods are semi-regular now, me and my Boyfriend have been together 5 years. We both want a child, and every negative test puts us down so much. We’ve been trying 9 months now, if I go to the doctor do you think they’d prescribe me Clomid if I asked? I asked a male doctor before who was filling in for my female normal doctor, and he straight up told me, “Why do you need to get pregnant now? You’re 21, you have your whole life ahead of you? I’m not prescribing anything. You can come back when your doctor is back and ask her.” I’m just nervous that I’m going to go in and she’s going to say the same thing, and it’s stressing me out even more.