Rainbow baby , a little bleeding :(

Yuli

I’ve never gone full term. I had some cramping which some said was normal . I have not spotted or had any blood since Pretty much my last period . I was feeling the normal cramps that are usually feel. I went to do #2 in the bathroom and when I wiped , this is what I saw ... is this normal ? Is this implantation bleeding ? I don’t want to lose the baby and my first doctor appointment is not until Thursday. My period was due 1 week ago ...